It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth,
How did I get here, what did I do?


I think this can mark the first count towards my list of achievements in school, I finally did something I'm pretty proud of!




Munch Crunch Brunch!

They are super adorable! Did I tell you? They abhor peas, just like me. They will pick out the revolting little green balls and eat only the carrots and corns like the mixed vegetables we have in our fried rice. Alright, I know I'm not supposed to be here and the blanks I'm leaving for the structured Chem Bonding are taunting me mercilessly. One more week and I guess I'll be free.

Put down your world
Just for one night,
Pick me again.

Waiting for your call
I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice,
Listening To The Song We Used To Sing
In the car do you remember
Butterfly early summer it's playing on repeat
Just like when we would meet,
Like when We would meet.

I'm certain the few of us at times opt to turn to the track for neither the upkeep of our physical fitness nor as a precondition of a strict exercise regime. Be it the numerous, aimless rounds, or the continuous sprints after sprints to the point where our lungs are thrown onto the verge of bursting and legs just one step from giving way, the intent to exhaust ourselves in hopes of supressing any surge of emotions, or expelling whatever's devouring us up inside, is unsubtle yet temporary. In the midst of all that's taking place right now, it feels like I'm teetering on a tightrope and I'v been very tempted to jump.

I clocked 2.4 within an unsatisfactory timing, despite being first. Keeping pace with Stef didn't require too much effort, but when I couldn't find myself anything to run for, to run towards, she caught up. Best's cheers plus a slap on my hand with every dash past her from each round I completed offered boosts though, and I'm extremely thankful for her presence :) Well, I sprinted to the finishing mark eventually and perspired enough to leave an ant struggling to walk out of a drop of sweat that dripped off my chin.

Sentiments can compel one into accomplishing many things that were once thought impossible, but can, at the same time also result in the erosion of strength and faith within. Should rejoicing over new formed friendships and blossoming romances Or wallowing in misery due to a series of U grades and perhaps a certain loss over something important, someone dear, become our heart's prerogative, we can decide whether to take advantage of either emotion by allowing it to build us up, or to have it sink in and permit ourselves to fall behind.

But at the end of the day, we are all just looking for an escape.





Supposed to be me as well :/


A tit for a tat, an eye for an eye! THIS IS YOU! whahaha!

That was a lengthy entry, but I appreciate all those who didn't merely skim through but shared my thoughts with me. Goodnight.

Stay with me tonight.

And the movie's long over,
that's three that've passed, One more's fine.

An early arrival home today only signifies more slack time for the sloth in me. I guess within my indolent mind, procrastination never dies but will instead thrive on the legion of distractions surrounding me, feeding voraciously on the time that trickles away as I take joy in these unnecessary forms of leisure. And when I finally tame this disgusting beast and triumph in summoning my ass to plaster itself onto the chair, my eyelids become heavy, my brain wills my legs towards the bed and viola! I hit the sack in no time.
Then again, comfort never fails to remain transient.

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Yesterday, I ran.

After which I proceeded on to search. I looked intently, I sought hard with every breath, with each heartbeat, with all of myself. But my search eventually gave in to an unavailing attempt for as the seconds ticked by, realization that I wouldn't find what I was seeking hit me square in the face, leaving me to wonder if I had just been looking at nothing the whole time.

Then, I continued to run.


click if it's unclear. Who gives better answers other than ...

Study hard, goodnight.

Will you stay awake for me?

maybe cos I know you'll always be with me,
In the possibility.

Hoots of joy and peals of laughter rang out the very instant rain fell and spared us of the morning's humid, windless air. But is it only when the world is thrown into Extremely dire straits that mankind actually does something concrete consistently in order to save not just themselves, but what has been their globe of support over the thousands of years?


Best's Bio-friendly representation of a part of the male anatomy- scrotum, testes, vas deferens, all rolled into a sleepy,wrinkly elephant.


Winning TicTacToe the Loser way.

Which way do I turn?

I realised that when I linger too long on this page, the grins of the numerous devilish looking, tv-shaped creatures actually begin to give me the creeps.

If only Chem SPA was as relaxing as soaking in a tub of warm water with pressure jets aimed at all the right places ...... but instead everyone had to endure the suffocating blanket of heat weighing down on our heads(how do we work our minds better this way?), trapped within the thick school uniform. I think, if we were all stuffed turkeys, there'd be enough to go around for at least 5 Thanksgivings.

Summer Tests are up in 3 weeks, and boy, am I excited. School will, for as long as I pursue my studies and strive for academic excellence, be a playground of never-ending knowledge for me. But should my sarcasm and perceived over-enthusiasm be translated into hardcore motivation and discipline, I'd be passing all 6 scripts with flying colours, stepping out of college next year to collect my certificates of straight A's in 2010.

Yayyay, Saturday nights are Guess nights. sleep tight! :)