是我想太多　你總這樣說　
但你卻沒有　真的心疼我
是我想太多　我也這樣說　
這是唯一能　安慰我的理由

或許錯在我 太晚我才懂　愛了你太多

Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry,
And everything, it will surely change, even if I tell you I won't go away today.

Gee. I really have no idea what has gotten into me lately. I miss school, probably because that's the only way I get to see my friends on a daily basis, minus the weekends of course. But the mere thought of what's greeting me upon the arrival of Term3 is a Huge turnoff. I don't know why this month has been so rough, I don't know why there are moments I feel so alone. I feel like my heart is settling, yet at the same time, weightless.

My babyboy.

I really want to do well cos I want to stay in Singapore. I want you to do well, I want all my friends to excel. I remember Yogi Bear askin' me once if I regret staying on in IJ after giving in to persuasions from him and DD cos' not long after I made the decision to do so, the entire clique more or less drifted. At time I do wonder if i'll be doing alot better now if I had remained in St.A but the friendships I'v built to this very day overwhelms everything.

I miss Crescent. Is that why everybody always go on about how their Secondary school days are the most memorable out of their entire academic pathway? Yes, it packs an extra punch for me cos I'v been in that building down 357 Tanglin Road for not just 4, but 5 years.

Life, with the wonderful family and friends it has bestowed upon me, I won't deny, is undoubtedly treating me well.It's another of those nights whereby my thoughts are running berserk but tell me you 2, which Crescent girl doesn't reminisce like how we do? There're so many things within our reach, in our control, but what exactly propels us into working towards them? I think alot, I know. too much, even. But that's only cos' I care, I want, I feel, and Love too much.

So what happens when I don't?

Thank you You you you You and especially You:)
School's starting and Prelim1 is already breathing down my neck(actually, since the holidays started). I can't stand the chills but hey then again, I'm wrapped up snugly in my lack of motivation to study, which really, really sucks big time. I'm pretty much damn occupied with alot of other things and bits of my heart are flying here and there anxious t meet/catch up with people but Heyho then again, bring me back to June18th(already???), and that's like less than 2 weeks more to the exams.

I need better skin, better hair, a better heart. hahaha, oh dear. Goodnight everyone:)

I probably don't have the courage to get this across via text, much less through the phone. When you wanted it so badly I had issues with thinkin' I could let go, only to realise it couldn't be done. My feelings thrive on consistency, and that coming from you helped alot. But Time still took it's toll, cos just as I thought I could do this with you, things had to get in the way. I too, probably work very much on timing. I'v been waiting but as I do so, I find myself slowly returning what you had for me, as well as the remaining you're giving me.

The words you spoke, the list you wrote, are you working as hard as before towards them?

What are we, What sets us apart from others? How much meaning is there in this?
I want to start over, but I don't know how much you still want this.
I want to start over, but this just means I'm back to Square One.

I'm relying on the chance that you probably don't visit this place.



Haha, I think the reason why I like this song so much is because it'd be so Wonderful if someone were to dedicate it to me. Hahaha, it's so freakin' hot!!! The weather, I mean.

Brian McFadden & Delta Goodrem - Almost Here


imy

help me.

I'll leave my window open,
Cos' I'm too tired at night to call your name
Just know that I'm right here hoping
That you'll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don't wanna have to go that far,
And I, I'v got you down
I know you by heart,
And you don't even know where I start.

~(@)(@)(@)