Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry,
And everything, it will surely change, even if I tell you I won't go away today.

Gee. I really have no idea what has gotten into me lately. I miss school, probably because that's the only way I get to see my friends on a daily basis, minus the weekends of course. But the mere thought of what's greeting me upon the arrival of Term3 is a Huge turnoff. I don't know why this month has been so rough, I don't know why there are moments I feel so alone. I feel like my heart is settling, yet at the same time, weightless.

My babyboy.

I really want to do well cos I want to stay in Singapore. I want you to do well, I want all my friends to excel. I remember Yogi Bear askin' me once if I regret staying on in IJ after giving in to persuasions from him and DD cos' not long after I made the decision to do so, the entire clique more or less drifted. At time I do wonder if i'll be doing alot better now if I had remained in St.A but the friendships I'v built to this very day overwhelms everything.

I miss Crescent. Is that why everybody always go on about how their Secondary school days are the most memorable out of their entire academic pathway? Yes, it packs an extra punch for me cos I'v been in that building down 357 Tanglin Road for not just 4, but 5 years.

Life, with the wonderful family and friends it has bestowed upon me, I won't deny, is undoubtedly treating me well.It's another of those nights whereby my thoughts are running berserk but tell me you 2, which Crescent girl doesn't reminisce like how we do? There're so many things within our reach, in our control, but what exactly propels us into working towards them? I think alot, I know. too much, even. But that's only cos' I care, I want, I feel, and Love too much.

So what happens when I don't?