This September bleedout is killin' me. Hopes of attempting to turn in earlier to sleep these cramps away are dashed because the purpose of doing so is defeated when the same pain is keeping me wide awake. I really detest this bloody hassle of a period(pun greatly intended).

If things are the way I assume they are, my heart should rightfully and probably go out to you, given how I live with my warped perceptions that infidelity without a doubt, smacks hard across human nature. But as far as this goes, the walls have ears while people talk and I scorn the proclamations of passion of various forms hurled in specific directions you artfully pick out. If Scorpios are vengeful by nature I must be a Leo with pincers because I Simply Hate Everything you've made me become, as well as the only other factor which threw itself into the sea and allowed to be swept along with the current.

Sunday & Saturday
On a lighter note, I finally got my haircut. Still a mess, but less of a disaster. I hope I'll be able to thrive on a newly acquired status of More than friends taken up another notch.





Fatigue can one day drive the sanest to scaling the tallest mountains. WHY The Hell am I still feeling this way???? My brain is bursting with food for thought, so full.